indignant

During about twenty years of idle life, he had been feeling excited and indignant because of his being accused falsely.

他只好欲说还休,欲吐还吞,过着萧闲颓放却又内怀激愤的生活,并将这无边的激昂愤慨,时而通过萧闲颓放的词作激射出来。